I stuck around and learned alot and then fell into alcoholism along with a series of life misfortunes like divorce and losing my dad. Same deal, didn't have anyone to talk to and really screwed the pooch by airing out way too much personal life in the forum. You folks got to watch me lose everything, including my ever loving mind.
Got booted, and rightfully so but began to mend my life while I was away from the page. Grew older and wiser, and got the help that I needed with alot of things that put me into the lowest place I ever was, including mental health. Alcohol is a major regret that I wish I could take back. As I get older I wish more and more that I could take back all of the ways that I've wronged people in my past, even those seemingly little things. Started a new life for myself, met an amazing woman and here I am just trying to be better than the person I was yesterday.
Oh, drinking and posting to ANY social media is a bad idea.
